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I am on day 44 of P90X.

Haven't missed a day yet.  6 days a week.  According to the P90X nutrition.  I'm still not hitting their mark of eating 1800/day.  You'd think eating 1800 would be fun; but it's not when you have to eat clean and healthy.  I'm eating on average about 1300/day and I already feel like it's way too much food.  Sure if I get to eat carbs, 1800 would be a piece of cake.  Hehe.. [piece of cake]. 

ok, very sleepy.  Gotta go to sleep.  One good thing about the P90X is I get tired consistently at around this time every night.

I completed day 37 of P90X today.  In the beginning I thought Yoga X was a drag, being that it's an hour and a half at a time, all those push ups, moves and poses I can NOT do.  But surprisingly, after 5 weeks, I look forward to doing it every week.  I'm stronger, I'm more flexible, and I have more balance.  It's almost addicting.  I tell Seb that and he just shakes his head at me and disagrees.  haha... Funny.

C is six and a half months now.  Everyday has been amazing.  Sure there are a lot of times I'm tired and really dragging my feet through the day; but when I come home and see that face....    I'm reminded everyday to be a better person and to do whatever it takes to provide a warm and loving family.  He is my life.  He is my purpose.

Mommy loves you, my little man.

Damn I can't sleep.  Totally craving a Del Taco Crunchy Fish Taco.  Remind me to get one tomrrow.

The other day one of my jr high school friends wrote this on his facebook:

 "I love my wife... I love her heart, and I love her little belly. Which is carrying another little heart ♥."

---It really made me smile.  Lots of warm wishes to my friend and the beginning of something so magical.

Downward dog....       breathe......      calm within the storm...

Day 12 of P90X....    still going.

I took my parents to Dim Sum in Monterey Park today, then afterwards came back to my place and watched 2 dvds.  Pretty relaxing day.

After I took my parents home at 9pm I did my P90X.  Almost didn't want to do it though.  But I'm determined to keep up with my 90 days, so I popped the disc in and finished Kenpo!

Bring it!

P90X Yoga Yesterday.

P90X Legs, Back, and Ab Ripper X today.

I'm really not a night time workout person.  Much prefer mornings.

Sticking with mornings.

I kind of didn't log my food Friday and today, cause it's hard when I'm out.  But I'm going to try and be better tomorrow.

Lots of protein, lower carbs, trying to shed the fat.

I did my shoulders, arms, and tris this morning.  Finished with ab ripper.  The moves itself are not hard, but to do it with pefection is.  You start sweating five minutes into the warm up and you don't stop till you're done with your shower.

Breakfast was 2 turkey bacon strips, 8oz skim milk, and 1 scoop protein powder.  I’m feeling pretty good.  I’ve been eating way more than I have over the past few weeks, but very clean.  I’ve only seen about 1.5 pounds of weight change, but I feel better cardio wise and a little more toned.  I’m counting on P90X to give me some good results.  I’ve read most of the newsletter on beachbody website, and a quite a few blogs of P90X-ers.  Looks promising.

Lunch is going to be ½ cup brown rice, 3oz beef flank with scallions and chili, 1 cup of steamed veggies.

I still haven’t done my ‘before’ pictures yet, really should take them tonight.

Day 2.  This morning I did my P90X plyometrics.  It wasn’t easy, but it wasn’t that bad either.  I didn’t feel as nauseous as I did yesterday so that’s a good thing.  I’m obviously still far from doing everything with perfect form, but hopefully with time that will change.

Breakfast today was 2 scoops Isopure protein powder 0 carbs, 2 slices of turkey bacon, and 1 eight oz. glass of 1% milk.

Lunch, ½ cup of brown rice, 3oz of grilled salmon, and 1 cup of steamed veggies with seasoning to taste.

Snack, 1 string cheese, 1 apple.

Dinner, repeat of lunch.

Not very interesting.  But if that’s what it takes, then fine.

Went to Albertson after work today; stocked up on food for the next few days.  Really tired now.  Going to watch tv in bed for a little bit, then go to sleep.  Early day tomorrow.