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Monday, 18 July 2011

Tuesday, 07 June 2011

  • Lagging.

    I’ve been sitting here for an hour with the review I’m
    supposed to do for a client.  Totally procrastinating.  I don’t feel like doing it.  (However, I DO feel like making a Xanga post.)  But I must get it done before I head to bed tonight.  Need to get it sent out by email too.  I think I’m lagging because I’m sick and I
    feel sluggish.  I’ve lost most of my
    voice and I sound like a frog.  No,
    really, I sound like a frog.

    I remember back in 2nd grade on this one day, I had lost my
    voice, and that day we had our once a week music class.  The teacher would sing hello to us one by one,

    “HeeelloooO, CynnnthiA.”

    And we would sing back, “HeeeeellO, Mrs. L.”

    But that day there was no way I’d be able to hit a single
    key; I would MISS every key is more like it. 
    I didn't know how to tell her I lost my voice, so I just sat there
    refusing to open my mouth.  

    Don’t know why, but that day just resurfaced in my memory.

    Okay, I think I should get back to work while keeping one
    eye on the movie I’m also watching at the same time.


     

     

Saturday, 05 March 2011

  • Mom got a kidney.  I know, that sounds so matter or fact.  We got the call Tuesday morning that Mom should prepare herself for a possible kidney transplant at UCLA.  It's coming from Pennsylvania.  The deceased donor was a 2 year old boy who died of a cardiac arrest from contracting H1N1.  Though it felt like a miracle we were getting a kidney in such a short time from from being on the national waiting list, I felt a tear roll down my cheek.  Then another one followed.  And another.  I felt excited and scared all at once.  At the same time my heart was aching for the family.  I can't help feeling guilty that I was relieved my mom was about to get a kidney and didn't need to get dialysis, and she wasn't going to be feeling so sick anymore.  But our gain was someone elses loss.  I know things happen for a reason, and everyone has their path in life.  But it's still hard to just accept it as it was meant to be.  I've whispered a thousand "thank yous" and said a hundred prayers for their gift of love.  I pray God will help them find peace.

     

Saturday, 12 February 2011

  • I've been back for almost a week now.  Everything's pretty much back to normal.  C isn't having diarrhea anymore either, thank God.  I'm happy I'm driving again and sleeping in my own bed, instead of sleeping on the floor and taking the subway everyday.  But even though I didn't have a bed to sleep on and had to take public transportation everywhere I went, I enjoyed every bit of it.  Until next time.

    I've been cooking dinner for the last 2 nights after work, using the ceramic knife Carol got me.  I love it! It cuts through everything like cutting through butter, including meats and veggies.  Can't believe I cooked for the last 15 years without ever having this.

    Heading out in a bit for a Saturday seminar that sounded kind of interesting.  Also before that I have to meet up with someone who is buying C's old walker for $5.  Oh, and need to drop of my cousin's new cell phone off for him.

    Gonna shower and go get ready to head out now.

     

Monday, 17 January 2011

  • Took my son to the doctor just to make sure everything is okay since he had a fever all day.  Actually he's still a little warm right now.  The doctor said there is a flu going around with the same symptoms as his.  She said everything seems okay and he won't need any meds unless his fever gets higher.  So far it doesn't seem like it is.  The office visit fee was only $4.  My little boy is sleeping right next to me right now like a little angel.  Love him so much.

     

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